Wow....do you ever get on of those days where you feel really blah, and you could just cry for the lonelyness? Today is at the top of that chart. I miss the feeling of just holding someone in my arms and feeling the rise and fall of their breath. The sound of a heart beating in my ear and a gentle kiss are also things that I could use. It has been a year almost to the day since the last time that I felt something like that and sometimes the solitarity of this life is almost too much for me to hold in....I look at the moon and cry. In a crowd I'm alone. Among friends, I realize how solitary I am. The lone wolf that cries to the moon and travels the paths of the night alone. I didn't fall from heaven, I was pushed. (To quote a dear friend) Do you think that fate will smile upon me once again? Does fate care? *sobs* DOES ANYONE?



May the day find you well, and the night guard your dreams....all of you.